a million miles from home i'm walking ahead

bloodysalad-deactivated20150504:
""One of these days you’re going to have to quit lying and be yourself. Maybe today should be that day.""

                                              ” that’s the  T R I C K .
                                         all the lies? those are who i am. “

                    he  doesn’t  even   r e m e m b e r   the  archangel  gabriel,
                    not his favorite place,               not his happiest memory,
                    not his father’s face,  not who taught him of CREATION,
                    not the first time he cried,    not the first time he   f l e w ,
                    not the day he learned of death,   not the songs he sang
                    in the heavenly choir alongside his brothers nor the kiss
                    of the wind against his cheeks  when first he left heaven
                    to deliver glad tidings unto the earth below nor the pain
                    of  watching  his  charge  be    B U R N T     at  the  stake
                    for doing god’s work   ( at  HIS  bidding,  his !! )  nor the
                    taste of salt upon his lips as the screams of the pharoah
                    &  his people resounded through all of heaven  (  for the
                    death of any innocent is as sorrowful as the death of the
                    guilty,   however   RIGHTEOUS   the   latter   may   be    ).

                                  or maybe it is not that he doesn’t remember,
                                  but that he simply chooses not to recall.