a million miles from home i'm walking ahead

xqueenovak-blog:
""You're gonna be fine, okay? You... You'll be fine.""

                      he knows she’s lying for his benefit,
                      knows that she couldn’t find the bullet
                      ( since when are angel-blade bullets
                                 a thing?! )
                      knows its been leeching his grace out
                      of him day by day as it creeps closer
                      & closer to the very core of his essence,
                      knows that his human body is feeling
                      the rot of infection that is causing it
                      to deteriorate along with him, knows
                      that this is quite possibly the worst
                      way    for    an    angel    to    die    …

                       vision throbs and ebbs, world spinning sickeningly,
                       & he  r e e l s  with the planet as it catapults from its
                       axis & spins off into space, & no, he will not be fine.