a million miles from home i'm walking ahead

Anonymous:
"Why couldn't you pick my side? - Lucifer. "

                       ’cause i can’t choose between my brothers, you idiot!

                                         would you be able to pick between dad and michael?
                                         you  WOULDN’T .

                      i NEVER wanted to be a part of this fight. i ran away so i wouldn’t have to be.
                          i never planned on facing you.
                          i never planned on  D Y I N G .
                          you think it didn’t wreck me to see your face again?
                          you think it was EASY for me, to lift my blade against you?
                          i meant it when i said i’d do the same to michael.
                                                        but not for you.
                          & i didn’t go up against you for michael, either.
                          i never wanted anything to do with this —
                                                        ——- this GRAND PLAN !!

                                          i    love    you,    lucifer.
                           but i’m not going to choose between my family.
                         i’d rather be a coward than kill any of my brothers.